This is the end....

Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end


Well no not really, but it doesn't look promising. In september I made a total of 3 posts ... october 2 posts... So does that mean I'll only make one post in November - this one.... kind of like a count down.

Maybe I need to find a new motivation for this blog. It was kind of easy when it was all about scraping, I had that motivation to show off my work, keep up with what everyone else was doing, and also really when you think about it the *need* to keep it up to promote the work of the people's who's creative teams I was on - as after all my blog posts where yet another way for me to do advertising for them and get their work seen as well.

But that's all gone now. I get the itch now and then but it soon fades away.

I have thought about turning this into a photography kind of promotional tool (not that I'm at that stage of self promotion yet) ... but then that would mean that I would have to be okay with all the old posts being a part of that. I could delete them, or hide them - all my old posts. But that feels kind of like throwing away a diary. I do re read parts of this all now and then, it's funny to read back over the person I was and remember all those moments you've forgotten and get to relive again.

I don't know. *shrug* I'll figure it out one day, not like this place is going anywhere! :)


... so on the me front. Works good. Probation is nearly up - then it's off to buy cheap furniture for me!! Haha. I'm currently thinking of moving - looking into it.

It seems though that real estate agents want not only your full credit / life history - but a urine sample as well before they will even let you think about looking at a property!!

Stacy is still under a heap of stress with uni exams, I got to see him this weekend which was novel. Can't wait until that is all done. Then a whole other part of life is on the cards I guess, which will mean a change in our relationship.... will be interesting to see how we both deal with it all. Fingers cross he doesn't wind up getting a job in another state!!!

We'll wait in see - christmas to get through first I guess.

There is also a whole heap of other stuff going on around me at the moment. With family and friends. It's hard at times to know what the right words are to say. But in the end the best I've been able to do is hope they know I'm there for them if they need me!! It's so hard when you just wish you could make everything right for the ones you love and at the end of the day you can't.

Okay enough dribble out of me - time to go to bed!!!

Hope you are all doing well - hugs and smochies to you all!! :)