*cough*

yeap - still sick. Spent most of yesterday in bed sleeping! Today I tried to go to TAFE got to morning tea and couldn't take anymore, I don't think the rest of the class could take anymore either of me coughing through out the whole class. I guess at least I tried. I'm not even going to bother trying tomorrow! I'm just going to give in and stay home and sleep, cough and eat!

Highlight of the day has to be though when I got a call this afternoon from my boy asking if I wanted a lift home from tafe. Pity I was already home! So you know what he did?! He surprised me by still driving over here to check in on me. AWWW.. Did I mention that he's way to cute and way to sweet? If this had of been a 'new' new relationship I think I'd be falling in love with him by now!!!

So yes relationship wise things are good :) Trying hard to still not get to carried away, but gosh he makes that so easy. I know you'll all understand what I mean... He's sweet, caring, funny, makes me happy and for some strange strange reason thinks I'm wonderful and that I'm beautiful and he even misses me! - He makes me feel good - and bad about myself all at the same time....

Okay maybe I need to explain that one?! - He makes me feel good about who I am, my good points and my bad points - but he also makes me really want to change those 'bad' areas of my life - the ones that I hide from... and I know in time that I'll find it with in myself to change them. While I could still make those changes with out him - I wouldn't want to as much as I do...

Okay totally sappy moment coming right up [but it just came to me and i had to put it down]... Becasue loveing him makes me want to be the best me I can be - by loveing him I want to feel worthy of having that love back in return and to feel worthy of that - I first have to love myself!

Make sense? - to love him I have to love myself?!

Hmm Now I'm off to phone Oprah and see what she thinks - maybe I'll even ring Dr Phill I'm sure he can give me some equal pearls of wisdome on that! :P

[and no I'm not high on cough medicne... more the vicks vapor rub - hehe]