All or Nothing
Ohh no this button is going to be so appt over the coming weeks.....
I've decided that it's 'time' - and it's all or nothing - no pussy footing around...
I'm quitting smoking...... No 'real' reason as such just 'ehh' I really don't NEED to smoke do I... Needless to say since making the choice not to buy a new packet I have wanted to go buy a pack about 50 times already... hmm might go for a walk up the road and get some lettuce..... *looks innocent*
but that's not all.... I went clothes shopping today as I'm sick of all my old crap, and the sight that greeted me was so disgustingly scary it wasn't funny - where did that roll come from, I swear it wasn't always there. Yes terrible so, I've put on weight. And when your fat rolls met up with the line of your breasts - it's time to get that fat ass moving!!! [and i aint flat chested in the least!!] Of course making this realization I could do only two things - 1/ go buy an ice cream - chocolate of course and 2/ go waste money on the latest scrap mag that i will read once, throw on the floor, walk on, bend and then put in a pile with all the other mags that have so thus been treated....
ARGH!!!
So yes - three dirty words now - non smoker, dieter, and gym.... God save me!!!
Well I'm off to nibble on my carrott stick and read the august issue of CK.... ohh and set my alarm for early morning exercise walk...
3 comments:
hmmm... dilemma... if you quit smoking what excuse are you going to have to go and stand at the smoker's patch to exchange a casual, non-committal hi! But seriously - good luck with quitting.. I've never been a smoker so I can't sympathise. I can however, sympathise with the extra roll. Except mine was no surprise.. i've been working on it for quite some time now :D. Every week I think to myself.. i really need to go back to gym.. but.. well.. umm.. you know.
Shelley :)
actually.. i just re-read that.. I didn't mean I can't sympathise.. i meant I won't know what you are going through... :-S
s. :)
Peta I read your blog frequently and I just wanted to say all the best with your endeavour to quit and get fit.....I know where you are coming from - 17yr smoker here, quit for 7yr!! so trust me when I say 'if I can do it.....' and the weight - walk walk walk....
You do need to exchange a casual, non-committal hi! though with said guy -
Loving your layouts at the moment too - they are awesome.....
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